"Steady hands, just take the wheels."

- One Republic "Stop and Stare"

A lot of times, I wonder if I'm too impulsive or if I'm just too certain of what I want. It's just a fine line between both. Maybe I'm just carefully reckless? (Oxymoron =P)

Like when I decided to pick up piano again after being stagnant (or downhill) for 2 years, I went ahead without second thought and got myself one teacher (thx to Little Giant). And since then, have been faithfully attending every Friday's lesson with the same, if not more, enthusiasm.

(^;^)v

And when I decided to pick up cello again, Steph got me a teacher and I proceeded to buy myself a cello, almost drying up my bank account. ='( It hurt. But it's worth it, it's such a beautiful instrument.

Thru Leon, I got into CHPO cos I was dying to play in an orchestra (Not dong dong chiang kind though =P). A vision I got many years ago. Still don't know why Tat Haur allowed me in since I was a total amateur then. "There can be miracle...... When you believe....."

Then I wasn't faithful in attending lessons or practise on my own!!!! And even 'rejected' my cello a few times!!!! Bad and unaccepted behaviour!!! For a while, I was even convinced that I can never be a good cellist.

After conquering numerous torturous mental battles, and praying to God to help me play better... I decided that there's no turning back. Glad that things are slowly improving right now...

"Don't give up on me cos I'm on my way..."

- Corrinne May "I'm On My Way"

Looooooooong way..................

Just doing some self-reflection... Painting a clearer picture ahead....

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Anyway, just received a letter from NUS informing me that I'm short-listed for *gasp* NURSING. (2nd choice) Don't laugh! My dad thought it was a big joke.

He is now telling me what to say during the interview. I hope I don't burst out laughing man.

But yea, it's fine. Cos I've actually thought of becoming one after my O level, just too big a decision to be reckless on that then. =P

Still hope I can get into FASS (1st choice) though.

God is really amazing, cos I was just praying for my uni enrolment 2 nights ago. Gotta keep knocking until the door is open, keep seeking until you find, keep asking until you receive...

"But I'm stubborn in the things I believe..."

- Corrinne May (Can't rem the song title)

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Ok la, gotta rest. Too many surprises recently...